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Zil

This blog chronicles life after an ectopic cornual pregnancy. One of my three birds flew away because of this event and now I'm following a winding path wrought with pain and grief in search of a place where every little thing is gonna be all right.
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There are four where there should always be five by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss Sometimes I think I see you In a shooting star Or on the wings of the wind Or a dragonfly's arc Are you really gone, are you Are you really gone, are you Sometimes ... Read on »
This and that by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss Been a while...still figuring out what the heck to do with this blog. Been contemplating the wise words from friends about continuing on or letting it be. No decision yet as ... Read on »
What do you say to taking chances? by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss Don't know much about your life. Don't know much about your world, but Don't want to be alone tonight, On this planet they call earth. You don't know about my past, ... Read on »
The moon will rise, the sun will set, but I won't forget by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss Fly, fly do not fear Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear Your heart is pure, your soul is free Be on your way, don't wait for me Above the universe you'll climb O ... Read on »
How come the world won't stop spinning, now that you're gone by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss how come the world won't stop spinning now that you're gone? I know every end has beginnings but this one's so wrong, so wrong how can the seasons keep changing since ... Read on »
And everyone keeps saying, nothing helps but time by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss And everyone keeps saying Nothing helps but time Time is all I own The time won't stop replaying over in my mind I watch the hours slow down So I crawl underneath m ... Read on »
Wishes come true, not free by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss Careful the wish you make, Wishes are children. Careful the path they take, Wishes come true, Not free. ~Into the Woods, Children Will Listen~ If Calieb was her ... Read on »
No More.... by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss No more questions, Please. No more tests. Comes the day you say, "What for?" Please - no more. ~Into The Woods, No More~ Feeling like a failing mother. Was inform ... Read on »
If I could...I'd protect you by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss If I could I'd protect you from the sadness in your eyes Give you courage in a world of compromise Yes, I would ~If I Could, Ray Charles~ I looked up today and re ... Read on »
I got sad news - take off your shoes by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss I got sad news Take off your shoes Sit down for a while ~Chris Garneau, Sad News~ Monday, Feb 1st sucked. No other word for it. DH got a flat at the end of our ... Read on »
Don't remember that rush of joy... by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss Don't dream too far Don't lose sight of who you are Don't remember that rush of joy ~Wicked, I'm Not That Girl ~ Sometimes I'm driving when something triggers a m ... Read on »
Just Play the Game... by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss Don't breathe too deep Don't think all day Dive into work Drive the other way That drip of hurt That pint of shame Goes away Just play the game ~Rent, What You O ... Read on »
Got a picture of you I carry in my heart by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss Got a picture of you I carry in my heart Close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark Got a memory of you I carry in my soul I wrap it close around me when the nigh ... Read on »
No Words by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss No song quote today. Cannot muster one up. Back to the vet tomorrow to talk about the J-man. Scared for that conversation - don't want to cut life short, but don't want ... Read on »
Stars In your multitudes S ... by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss Stars In your multitudes Scarce to be counted Filling the darkness With order and light You are the sentinels Silent and sure Keeping watch in the night ~Les Mis ... Read on »
November it only believes in a pile of dead leaves by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss No shadow no stars no moon no cars November it only believes in a pile of dead leaves and a moon that's the color of bone ~Tom Waits, November~ Where does th ... Read on »
October by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss October And the trees are stripped bare Of all they wear What do I care October And kingdoms rise And kingdoms fall But you go on ~U2, October~ I held a baby ... Read on »
I have a dream A fantasy T ... by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss I have a dream A fantasy To help me through Reality And my destination Makes it worth the while Pushing through the darkness Still another mile I believe in angels ... Read on »
A Walk to Remember by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss A Walk to Remember Sunday, October 4th, 2009 Breakheart Reservation - Saugus, MA Registration 1 pm – 2 pm Memorial Service 2 pm – 2:45 pm Walk 2 ... Read on »
You Have To Hurt - To Understand by Zil Posted in: Blog Posts in Dealing with Loss You have to hurt - to understand You have to get by the best you can Until you hurt - until you cry You won't know about love ~Carly Simon, You Have to Hurt~ Se ... Read on »