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Posted Aug 27 2013 10:18pm

still here...haven't blogged in a long time. life is better than those dark days, but I still struggle. Have been in a relationship for the last three years, and I've been busy with work. Burning and stinging pain is virtually gone as long as I wear dresses and skirts with nothing underneath, stay off of a bike, sit on a donut seat in the car, and of course don't allow anything inside. So, everyday pain is gone! And I don't need meds anymore. However, I am struggling with libido, even though I'm capable of doing outercourse things, I just do not want to... I believe that a string of insensitive comments and actions from men in my life have taken a toll. 

I associate anything sexual with painful emotions...

So the struggle continues.

Sometimes I feel like I got dropped on the wrong planet.

Without any pressure to do anything sexual, I'd be in much better emotional shape...

sigh... men...

sick of trying to fix myself for them.

just sick of it 

 

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