I've not watched the news this week as I know I would just sit and cry. I first heard of the shooting from a co-worker and then we realized that Newtown CT was just a few mins from where our parent company is. We immediately called them to make sure everyone and their loved ones were ok which they were. Of course it didn't make it any less terrible. I've listened to Mike tell me things about the killer and I want to find reason in it. I want to blame the killers mother asking why she had guns in her home where there are things saying the son had mental illness. I just want to understand. But sometimes there really isn't a reason at least not that we can understand. I just feel for all those parents and loved ones that lost someone and those poor sweet children and educators that lost their lives so senselessly. My thoughts and prayers go out to them.