Dearest Blog. I am really sorry to dissappoint you by my numbers today. Unfortunately I have gained because last week I just could not stop myself from eating up the whole house and stopping for some comforting hot chocolates. Not to make excuses for it HOWEVER ....I did have my friend visit me today who comes around right on time once a month and she tends to let me know by having me bloat out as well ;-) and of course the smoking thing I suppose is something I am still getting used to living without which is giving me alot more time to munch. So just give me a little bit of time and understanding and i am sure I will slowly get back to my normal self.