The panic...

is setting in. I am now feeling that "anxious" feeling that kicks you in the arse to get your butt in gear to stay motivated. Why? because even the newfie scale has me up 2 lbs this morning from yesterday. I'm not drinking enough water that is for sure. The bottled water that MIL buys has that awful metallic taste that I hate. Today I'm going straight to the tap when they're not looking because yes, even taking water right from a perfectly good tap is enough to set off alarm bells around here, and failing that, to the store and stocking up on Aquafina or Dasani. AND I'm putting on my sneakers and going for a power walk right now before FH gets up. I need to get out of here for a while on my own anyway. SIL flew back to Innuvik this morning, so 90% of the drama is now gone and I need to clear my head.