Let's take a moment, and think about if we ALL lived a life, that did not have barriers and boundaries. How exciting would that be friends??? Even if it was just for 1 single day!
Imagine, for just one day..each and every one of us, would actually be given the opprotunity, to say or do anything,we so desired!
With just a short time granted to each of us, whatever it is in life we wanted, whatever it is that would bring us the most happiness... all of a sudden, like a big buffet table..it's all there in front of us, ready for us to pick and choose and enjoy! What an amazing thought!
What would you do?
What would you want?
Who would you want to be with?
Where would you want to go?
What personal problems would you rid yourself of that you find holding you back everyday?
What relationship/friendships would you want to rekindle?
What answers would you want answered?
What about a certain person that you have desired to be with, and yet, it just didn't work out...and life gives you FINALLY that one chance to experience it without questions?
Life is something that is given to each and every one of us, as a GIFT you might say, and yet everyday, as humans, we have our limits in what we do, say, or even what paths we actually decide to take.
Not because we
"don't" necessarily have the means to achieve what it is we really want, but because sometimes, our decisions are almost forced upon us, and our fate is actually decided
for us, based on what is actually
around us, if that makes sense.
For a variety of different reasons depending on our own personal situations, we might have issues holding us back from getting what we really want because of .....money, maybe even guilt, or even the threat of personally being judged and crucified by others by opening up and being honest, amongst many other things.
Maybe in your case its because of family, or because, what YOU personally want, just seems too difficult almost to actually achieve or to get, so you have just allowed the chance to just pass you by.
Whatever the reasons, we just
don't go for it. After all, as it has been said many times.. "some things are better off left alone", right?
Could it be even just the actual
thought of being afraid of what would be considered "right" or "wrong" by others, affect what we are striving for or what we so desperately desire?
Maybe we are afraid of being laughed at, or even rejected, or we just are not mentally capable of hurting another person because of what would be considered our own selfish needs/wants....and so, the majority of us usually choose the easier (not to mention) safest path. What WE as humans feel and refer to as "the right thing to do".
But would it be really "right" if for some of us we don't feel that its "right"
inside?
If we ourselves live with an inner sadness at times, not being able to feel truely fullfilled because of something we are lacking, (something not by personal choice but instead for the sake of others), what makes that right???
Most of the time, we find ourselves left with just always wishing, making ourselves just suffer when our mind is full of thoughts regarding it, and even though those thoughts make us so happy when thinking about them, we second guess ourselves, while never actually having the guts to reach for it.
And its because of this, at times, it just seems to set us as humans back from being truely who we want to be, or doing what we want to do. But what if we could change all that?
....If given that chance however, imagine the life we could all live! Wouldn't it be pretty amazing? All of us happy because what we really desired, we actually got??
.....But then again, would we be
really happy?
Chances are, it would make us selfish creatures in the end, and leave us not being
grateful for what we DO have in our lives today, but rather us left just wanting more?
Maybe it was suppose to be this way for reasons unknown to us. Perhaps certain things in life were supposed to be left as just a mere thought or fantasy.
Its so amazing how strong the human mind is, wouldnt you say? Without admiting to it, I know, we ALL at one point or another will experience witnessing ourselves smiling all of a sudden, or what would seem to be a innocent laugh, when thinking of a secret thought we might have, that makes us personally feel so happy and fullfilled for that moment in time.
Although sadly it's that same exact thought, that may very well
NOT be what happiness might be for the person next to you.
But to feel the great empowerment and rush of it all, makes it so worth it! And next time you see someone smiling, or laughing or talking to themselves...just remember its probably just another "secret" thought they are having.smiles
Look at the people who you catch actually talking to themselves for one reason or another...(I know my mom does it all the time)LOL..carrying on in a conversation about whatever...and I know these are talks she is having because once again, she like many others, is not talking to the actual person that these conversations of hers are intended for.
Perhaps someone or something got her angry or upset inside, maybe my father didnt do something she wanted him to do, or a friend of hers pissed her off during a phone call..or I pissed her off by writing this, ..(how the hell do I know)
..but rather then open up to the person or whoever it is she is thinking about(or in this case talking to)..she instead keeps it in..and continues looking like a fool while washing the dishes:) just carrying on with this so called conversation between her and her imaginary friend..smiles..stating facts etc..(I do love my mom) but this is a perfect example..we are afraid sometimes, or hold back from being honest and true to ourselves and others regarding different situations for many reasons...and just end up "dealing" with things instead of saying or doing what we actually really WANT to do or say that would make us truely happy! Why? For whatever reasons we may have, but I know its not for our own true happiness. Cause in her case, like many of us, she didnt do or say what she really wanted to.
Well...now.... that was such a beepin' deep blog post, wasn't it? LOLOLOL
I don't know where the heck this post came from!! LOL
Lately I don't know what it is..am i just slowly changing and opening up my mind to different things?
All of a sudden I am going from hullarious stories like giving a girl a hard time with hellium balloons, to trying different foods for the first time..to this DEEPER topic. What is going on with me? lol
I even had a thought this morning to start going to church on Sundays again...something I havent done for ages. Strange I know..but again..maybe this is all about balancing myself out while just striving to be a better person. If I choose to do that though, I better have my list ready cause this woman has alot of penance to do. I have a list pages long of things to be forgiven for..scary..lol
They would probably end up kicking me out of church and out on my you know what instead.:-0
On the serious side, I think I am just taking in every single aspect of my so called life. Starting to look deeper inside myself...from the funny to the serious to the spirtual...and everything in between...hey, now THAT would be a perfect title for my blog:).
Anyways...I better go..I need a hard stiff drink after this post...:0
Talk later
Rosy
Imagine, for just one day..each and every one of us, would actually be given the opprotunity, to say or do anything,we so desired!
With just a short time granted to each of us, whatever it is in life we wanted, whatever it is that would bring us the most happiness... all of a sudden, like a big buffet table..it's all there in front of us, ready for us to pick and choose and enjoy! What an amazing thought!
What would you do?
What would you want?
Who would you want to be with?
Where would you want to go?
What personal problems would you rid yourself of that you find holding you back everyday?
What relationship/friendships would you want to rekindle?
What answers would you want answered?
What about a certain person that you have desired to be with, and yet, it just didn't work out...and life gives you FINALLY that one chance to experience it without questions?
Life is something that is given to each and every one of us, as a GIFT you might say, and yet everyday, as humans, we have our limits in what we do, say, or even what paths we actually decide to take.
Not because we "don't" necessarily have the means to achieve what it is we really want, but because sometimes, our decisions are almost forced upon us, and our fate is actually decided for us, based on what is actually around us, if that makes sense.
For a variety of different reasons depending on our own personal situations, we might have issues holding us back from getting what we really want because of .....money, maybe even guilt, or even the threat of personally being judged and crucified by others by opening up and being honest, amongst many other things.
Maybe in your case its because of family, or because, what YOU personally want, just seems too difficult almost to actually achieve or to get, so you have just allowed the chance to just pass you by.
Whatever the reasons, we just don't go for it. After all, as it has been said many times.. "some things are better off left alone", right?
Could it be even just the actual thought of being afraid of what would be considered "right" or "wrong" by others, affect what we are striving for or what we so desperately desire?
Maybe we are afraid of being laughed at, or even rejected, or we just are not mentally capable of hurting another person because of what would be considered our own selfish needs/wants....and so, the majority of us usually choose the easier (not to mention) safest path. What WE as humans feel and refer to as "the right thing to do".
But would it be really "right" if for some of us we don't feel that its "right" inside?
If we ourselves live with an inner sadness at times, not being able to feel truely fullfilled because of something we are lacking, (something not by personal choice but instead for the sake of others), what makes that right???
Most of the time, we find ourselves left with just always wishing, making ourselves just suffer when our mind is full of thoughts regarding it, and even though those thoughts make us so happy when thinking about them, we second guess ourselves, while never actually having the guts to reach for it.
And its because of this, at times, it just seems to set us as humans back from being truely who we want to be, or doing what we want to do. But what if we could change all that?
....If given that chance however, imagine the life we could all live! Wouldn't it be pretty amazing? All of us happy because what we really desired, we actually got??
.....But then again, would we be really happy?
Chances are, it would make us selfish creatures in the end, and leave us not being grateful for what we DO have in our lives today, but rather us left just wanting more?
Maybe it was suppose to be this way for reasons unknown to us. Perhaps certain things in life were supposed to be left as just a mere thought or fantasy.
Its so amazing how strong the human mind is, wouldnt you say? Without admiting to it, I know, we ALL at one point or another will experience witnessing ourselves smiling all of a sudden, or what would seem to be a innocent laugh, when thinking of a secret thought we might have, that makes us personally feel so happy and fullfilled for that moment in time.
Although sadly it's that same exact thought, that may very well NOT be what happiness might be for the person next to you.
But to feel the great empowerment and rush of it all, makes it so worth it! And next time you see someone smiling, or laughing or talking to themselves...just remember its probably just another "secret" thought they are having.smiles
Look at the people who you catch actually talking to themselves for one reason or another...(I know my mom does it all the time)LOL..carrying on in a conversation about whatever...and I know these are talks she is having because once again, she like many others, is not talking to the actual person that these conversations of hers are intended for.
Perhaps someone or something got her angry or upset inside, maybe my father didnt do something she wanted him to do, or a friend of hers pissed her off during a phone call..or I pissed her off by writing this, ..(how the hell do I know)
..but rather then open up to the person or whoever it is she is thinking about(or in this case talking to)..she instead keeps it in..and continues looking like a fool while washing the dishes:) just carrying on with this so called conversation between her and her imaginary friend..smiles..stating facts etc..(I do love my mom) but this is a perfect example..we are afraid sometimes, or hold back from being honest and true to ourselves and others regarding different situations for many reasons...and just end up "dealing" with things instead of saying or doing what we actually really WANT to do or say that would make us truely happy! Why? For whatever reasons we may have, but I know its not for our own true happiness. Cause in her case, like many of us, she didnt do or say what she really wanted to.
Well...now.... that was such a beepin' deep blog post, wasn't it? LOLOLOL
I don't know where the heck this post came from!! LOL
Lately I don't know what it is..am i just slowly changing and opening up my mind to different things?
All of a sudden I am going from hullarious stories like giving a girl a hard time with hellium balloons, to trying different foods for the first time..to this DEEPER topic. What is going on with me? lol
I even had a thought this morning to start going to church on Sundays again...something I havent done for ages. Strange I know..but again..maybe this is all about balancing myself out while just striving to be a better person. If I choose to do that though, I better have my list ready cause this woman has alot of penance to do. I have a list pages long of things to be forgiven for..scary..lol
They would probably end up kicking me out of church and out on my you know what instead.:-0
On the serious side, I think I am just taking in every single aspect of my so called life. Starting to look deeper inside myself...from the funny to the serious to the spirtual...and everything in between...hey, now THAT would be a perfect title for my blog:).
Anyways...I better go..I need a hard stiff drink after this post...:0
Talk later
Rosy