One day without sugar. Amazing. How did this happen? This means that I didn't have to binge today. I realize I only binge when sugar is involved. I'm so glad I didn't have to eat sugar today. And, believe me...it is a formidable foe.
I'm just starting to feel the headache now, but it's way past time to go to sleep so I should be fine. Just one day at a time. I just want to remember and keep remembering the horror of my life in sugar. It may not be your experience, but it is mine and I am a pure gutter sugar addict. I never want a small piece of anything.
I felt lonely today which is to be expected since I've cleared out all the asshats and sugar which blocks me from my feelings which lay underneath. I found that BPD website I wrote about yesterday so helpful. I also found another site today which I am using called My Self Help. It's worth the 20 bux a month.
I'm just starting to feel the headache now, but it's way past time to go to sleep so I should be fine. Just one day at a time. I just want to remember and keep remembering the horror of my life in sugar. It may not be your experience, but it is mine and I am a pure gutter sugar addict. I never want a small piece of anything.
I felt lonely today which is to be expected since I've cleared out all the asshats and sugar which blocks me from my feelings which lay underneath. I found that BPD website I wrote about yesterday so helpful. I also found another site today which I am using called My Self Help. It's worth the 20 bux a month.