For as long as I can remember I've been the token 'big girl' in the group. I've always been overweight. More so now than ever before. I actually think I'm at my highest weight I've ever been right now.
The funniest thing is I can't ever remember really trying to lose it. Except for last summer. I paid for 12 weeks at Weight Watchers and at first I was doing really well. I was losing 3, 4, even 8 lbs a week. Then I fell off the wagon.
So I'm starting again. I'm doing the Weight Watchers program at home because I can't afford to go back right now. I'm also starting to do Jillian Michael's 30 Day Shred program. I started it this morning and I thought I was going to die! Sweating, panting, grunting. Very attractive. I really think I can push myself harder thought, and I'm definitely going to try tomorrow.
I figure I have 150lbs to lose. Wow that's scary. It's even scarier to think I'm going to Florida in September which means I'm going to have to face off with a bathing suit. And bathing suit shopping. EEK!