Hey, I've been doing this for a year. I have over 150 posts about all kinds of stuff. Well, not really. Mostly, it's just me bitching about how hard my life is, even though it really isn't that hard at all, and I'm just a spoiled brat who hasn't gotten to experience the real world just yet.
What have I learned in this past year? Well, I've learned that I can do this shit. You know, the whole losing weight thing is something that is attainable. It's fucking doable, and I'm proof. Right here. 92 fucking pounds dude and dudettes. Yes, I'm talking about my achievement because well, I'm actually pretty proud of it. I'm not proud of a lot of the decisions I've made in my life, but losing weight is something I am REALLY PROUD OF.
I have a lot of challenges to overcome in the near future. Like, figuring out how to pay off my student loans while I look for a job that pays more than minimum wage. That's gonna be fucking tough, and right now I feel like my boat is just sinking and sinking and sinking some more, and I feel like I am drowning and I need air, but I don't know how to get that air. Do you catch my drift? Well, there is hope. I mean, I just gotta believe that something will come along...All this worrying is just dumb and won't get me anywhere. The positives. Think optimistically.
Anyway, happy one year anniversary to me. Yeah, I've stuck to this blogging thing. I'm pretty consistent with posting, and I really do enjoy doing this. You know, I've seen a lot of blogs come and go, and I don't want to be that blog that just comes and goes. In fact, I am almost offended when a fellow blogger just disappears off the blogosphere without saying goodbye. I spend so much time invested in reading your blogs, and when one of you just decides to just stop posting, it sort of pisses me off. It's like seriously, wtf. I read your blog daily, and you don't even have the decency to tell me why you aren't posting anymore. I don't care if you fucking fell off the wagon; don't just leave me hanging.
Alright, well, I took my sleeping pill, so I'm all dizzy and shit. Time to go to bed. Good night, and I hope this post made some sense :).