Omg, can someone please let me off the rollercoaster now? PLEASE???
Posted Jun 02 2010 8:13am
First off, let me announce that I have had a recurring dream where Jillian Michaels (from The Biggest Loser) has tried to kill me. I wish I could say I was kidding, but I really really am not. Look at her smiling... >=/ Anyways, look. I am so sick and tired of this motivational rollercoaster I'm constantly on. I get so pumped up to lose weight, then once again I am down. It's been like this my whole life and I am so sick of it.
I thought telling myself I have a wedding in 7 months would motivate me. Well clearly here I am, a billion pounds heavier than a few weeks ago. HEAVIER.
What the hell, Tabitha? Really? UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
There really is no point to this post, accept for me to just bitch and complain. SHOCKER.