by Maria's Last Diet
I stopped trying to look like my sixteen year old daughter. No baby doll tops, no spaghetti straps. Last year I turned 45, and it was a turning point.
Now maybe one day I'll do botox or even a little eye job. If I think I want to, then so be it. But for now, nothing like that.
I let go of avoiding the mirror. This is me.
I stopped trying to create the ideal persona and then struggling to live up to it.
I let go of the blame game. It's not my husband's fault, or my life as a juggling act.
I let go of trying to be something I'm not, which can't be done.
I stopped hating myself
Then I lost a ton of weight.