Hey everyone. I know I've been mia the last little while and I'm sorry. I've had a lot of shit going on, and I've been debating bringing it up. There's never a shortage of drama in my life, and just when I think things are getting better shit happens.
I can't hold back... I gotta open up slightly. I'm quite heart broken at the moment, and didn't realize how much the situation touches my heart. I got word that my grandfather is at the end of his journey. Stuff has been a little rocky the last few years, and I don't know how to feel about it. I thought I was quite strong and wouldn't shed a tear, until late last night. Yes... I cried for my grandfather. Even though he wasn't there all my life, we did have good times. When it comes down to it, I'm mostly worried about my mother. Mom if you're reading... I love you and you're in my heart at this time.