Is your ideal body weight being fat rather than thin
Posted Apr 11 2009 12:56am
Are you Beth?
I got real skinny a few years ago and I have to tell you it was sort of weird. I want to do it again, but I'm afraid to go there. It was like I was right out there without any protection. I felt vulnerable, and the truth is I couldn't wait to get fat again. I don't really understand this or how to deal with it. It's easier to be fat in some ways. It's also hard to be fat, especially in this world where being a fat woman makes you a second-class citizen. I've thought about it a lot and I think I need help to understand this - I want to lose weight, desperately, but at the same time I'm afraid to.