This week has been soooo slow. I still have the wretched headaches and the fatigue but recently I have a new illness: I want to binge eat on anything and everything around. What the hell? I know that I can get hungry days here and there where I just want to nom nom nom, but a whole week? I’ve been doing my very best to try and control the hunger
but lately I’ve been finding myself mindless eating without really realizing what I’m doing. Hey, how did that bun get out of the bag and into my tightly gripped hand? Where am I? Who am I? Has this happened to anyone else or have I really lost it this time?
I’m still avoiding the scale. I tried rationalizing it with myself, all ‘hey the number doesn’t matter’, but at this part, it does matter. I’m more just afraid of what it has to say. Then again a scary number could shock my system. This my friends is the downside of being a Gemini, if you believe in all that stuff.
Tomorrow I’m going to commit to:
-eating no more than 30 points, 6 less than my regular daily limit
-30 squats, split into three segments throughout the day
-30 sit ups, split into three segments throughout the day
-30 push ups, split into three segments throughout the day