Hey all, honestly these past like ten days have been pretty miserable. A combination of binging and work stress has made me feel pretty shitty. I don't want to go into the details, but I think uncertainty is quite possibly the worse feeling in the world - well maybe a close second to failure.
I keep having to come back here to report that I've made no progress, which really sucks. It really really sucks. I'm starting to think that the only way I'll be able to lose weight from here on out is to just not go out with friends or family. Why is every social event centered around food? Ugh. Even if I were to eat perfectly, I'm not sure if that would change anything. My body has been in plateau mode for the past year and a half. I don't know what is wrong with it.
Sorry, but I have been ridiculously down in the dumps as of late. Today is probably the first day I have felt like things are starting to turn around. I still feel pretty shitty, but not as bad as for example, yesterday. Yesterday sucked hardcore.
I just want to see myself succeeding in at least one area of my life. Like for reals, can't I just get like some sort of sign that I'm at least going in the right direction? And Goddamnit, this cough will not go away.
The only good thing that happened in the past week was that my friends took me shopping and helped improve my fashion sense. I'll post pictures in the future when I'm not lazy and hating everything.