The fear that we are bound to a fate we have no say in. The genetic variables that inevitably influence our consciousness. The desire to change cursed with the vulnerability we feel during the process...
What does it take to overcome the tendency for our bodies to reject our determination to succeed?
Is it Vanity? Pride? Narcissism?? Sex??? Passion???? Anger????????
I ask myself daily, one question, and one question only:
Why am I still doing this?
And to this day, I still don't know the answer. After hundreds of blog posts, I am still trying to find the Goddamn flashlight. Hopefully one day it will all come together and light up my corner of the world.
For now, I'll keep taking the hits because if I don't, I may lose it all.