Just woke up to pee and my throat feels like leather. I'm sick of my building always being so fuckin hot. They jack up the damn heat at night that I have to sleep with a fan on and all the windows wide open. It's winter time and I'm sleeping naked with a fan aimed at the bed in order to keep from waking up in a pool of sweat.
I woke up and I swear I didn't know what day it was...I was thinking that I forgot to set my alarm for work and that I could have been late!!! I had worked an earlier shift and went shopping afterwards...normally I work till closing so it felt like I had an extra day off. Yay...still one more day off!
I have to say that I feel like shit...I'm going through major withdrawl symptoms. I've become addicted to Lorazepam/Adivan....fuck. I've been popping pills every day the last little while. I'm trying to stay away from them unless I really need them...but fuck I feel like I'm going crazy....crazier then usual!
ZZZzzzzz...sleepy....in a trance....tired but not tired....
Yay Bon Jovi is on March 12....can't wait!!! I have the whole day off for the occasion. I wanted to make sure that I wouldn't get stuck working so I booked a Liu Loo Lieu day....fuck don't know how to spell it. Getting Bell ExpressVu and seeing Bon Jovi all in one day....awesome!
Okay Jingles is up to no good and have to stop him from breaking stuff as usual....and will watch tv........will write more later!