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Vicky

California 59802
I am 46 years old and my entire adult life have gone literally through hell and back.  I am now much much stronger my exhusband was the root of 20 plus years mental, physcial spiritual and sometimes physcial.  He turned very nasty, made my SEVERE ocd disorder which caused me to loose my banking job I loved after almost 23 years and I am now on ssdi, got it my first time applying.   I was PRESCRIBED tramadol for foot surgery in August of 2011 during an... Full Bio
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Height: 5’ 6”
Weight: 170 lbs.
 

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I am 46 years old and my entire adult life have gone literally through hell and back.  I am now much much stronger my exhusband was the root of 20 plus years mental, physcial spiritual and sometimes physcial.  He turned very nasty, made my SEVERE ocd disorder which caused me to loose my banking job I loved after almost 23 years and I am now on ssdi, got it my first time applying.  

I was PRESCRIBED tramadol for foot surgery in August of 2011 during an extremly difficult time i will not get into at this time.  After just 2 weeks, unbeknownst to me I felt ALIVE FOR THE FIRST time since my childhood which was very wonderful.  That med plus Klonopin for almost 12 years has put me in almost full ocd remission 99%,  only problem, withdrawal I have read is horrendous.  I also believe I suffer from endorphin defiency syndrome. I used ot be a runner and loved the high.  Bad feet but hope someday I will be a runner again.  

I recently found out that dlpa, an amino acid boosts the tramadol and rebuilds endorphin levels to healthy levels.  I notice a much better mood and motivation.  Tramadol after suffering allmy life from bad ocd and panic disorder is my hero.  I have tried all that exposure behavior stuff, to no avail.