Alright, I'm sure you always hear (if you go/have been to church) that when times are tough, people turn to Jesus and when everything is ok that they forget about Him. Well, I am completely opposite and things have been epically stressful and emotionally troublesome lately.
After tramatizing events haunting me for the first time after two years, everything has went downhill. I'm emotional, I smoke more, I've started drinking whenever I get the chance, I can't eat, I can't sleep, and I've even broken the promise I made myself that I wouldn't have sex again until I was married (although I am engaged, won't be married for a couple of years.) I don't do drugs or anything, but for me this is a pretty dark time and it's so hard to turn to God. I don't know why. I pray for patience, which is really all I need.
But, I need something to help. I eat celery, which supposedly has a calming effect; I work out a lot to rid my anger and pent up energy; and sometimes I try to just relax and listen to music and do nothing, although that never lasts very long.
NOTICE: The information provided on this site is not a substitute for professional medical advice,
diagnosis, or treatment. Never delay or disregard seeking professional medical advice from your
physician or other qualified health provider because of something you have read on Wellsphere.
If you have a medical emergency, call your doctor or 911 immediately.