I don't think I'll be giving up the blog + youtube after all. You can't completely escape the asswipes in many aspects of life, so there's no point in quitting something I enjoy over trivial matters. All the kind comments and emails I've received are a major part of what made me change my mind...seriously, thank you all so very very much.
I do think I'm going to take a break just because I'm not very makeup enthused at the moment. I will be back though...these bored with makeup phases come and go.
Once again thanks so much for your comments and messages. It really means a lot, and it really is a big part of why I decided to continue with the blog and videos =).