Snow, full moon, fall colors, and crisp, biting air. I had almost no energy today, the emotions of the past few days drained me.
I need to hang on and make it through the weekend, then I can have time for myself, before I do the final stretch of work shifts in November. It feels like someone took a bottle brush to my gut, my insides feel so raw. I want to take care of myself, but I am just hanging on for now. By the next full moon, this hell will be behind me.