Oakey Radar SunglassesiPod Shuffle Salomon XT Advanced Skin 5 S-Lab Set () Ultimate Direction FastDraw Plus Bottle () Brooks Tech Tee (used at LA26.2 - nothing new) NorthFace Flite Series Shorts (used at Calico 30k) -
NF Better Than Naked Jacket
DryMax Hyperthin Socks (used in LA26.2)
Hoka OneOne Mafate
Altra Instinct ()/Altra Lone Pine
Gels: Hammer Gels, PowerBar Gels, GU (yup in training I practiced mixing it up just in case I needed more nutrition than I planned for)
Additional: PB&J / Flat Coke, Vitargo S2 (awesome product that kept me strong at LA26.2 with ZERO stomach issues)
SaltStick Salt Caps, Hammer Endurolytes
Avg Heart Rate: 143 bpm
Max Heart Rate: 238 bpm
Mentally I was in a good place. I had set a huge PR at the LA26.2 reducing my time from 4:56:28 to a 4:05:19 so I had loads of confidence, but the feeling of that DNF lingered. My friend Roberto and his brother Pedro were also going to be running AR so it was a boost to know that I had friends on the course who were going through the same things I was. Pedro had a goal of sub 9 hrs, Roberto was projecting 10:30 and I was planning on 10:59:59. My only goal was to get past Beal's Point before cut offs and if possible have a qualifying run for Western States. I ran the Rocky Road 100 ( Report ) using my heart rate as a guide and it allowed me to keep up on my nutrition/hydration needs and avoid blow ups. So AR50 was all about BPM and nutrition; no splits, no projections, nada.
As the race started I found myself running with Roberto but my heart rate shot up to the 180s so I let him go and reined in my effort. I arrived at William Pond (8.16 miles) feeling good and really in a state of calm. I focused on keeping good running form and my heart rate withing the 140-148 range. This feeling of calm continued through Negro Bar (22.4 miles). Generally, I am a "chatty kathy" during races. I love talking to other runners but this time I listened to music most of the first section. I did not want to go out fast and I needed to be in my own head rather than keeping other runners paces.
Negro Bar (22.4) - Beal's Point (26.53)
I was simply emotional. I feared this aid station above all others. I know the heartache that it caused me last year and was so thankful to arrive and see happy people! Last time I was here it looked like a make-shift ER. Runners laying across the grass rubbing their legs and looking defeated. I felt like a Phoenix rising last years race and shaking off the ashes. I saw Sam and she was really happy for me and surprised I was holding on to really good splits. I wanted to stay longer but I knew that I needed to keep on moving or I would be sucked into a lull with the tough parts of the race still ahead.
Granite Bay (31.67) - Horseshoe Bar (38.14) - Rattlesnake Bar (40.94)
This section is where the Back to Back long runs earned their keep in my training cycle. I knew I was tired and my legs were wanting to tap out. But I knew this feeling from training so I eased off and power hiked the uphills while maintaining a quick turn over on the flats and downhills. AR50 is an uphill course and taking advantage of any break the trail gives you is essential.
When you leave an aid station in an ultra marathon one of two things happen. You have an energy boost from your crew/spectators and go out too hard or you rein it in and conserve. If you go out to hard you could pay for it dearly, but if you conserve that energy I have found it is an exponential return. Mentally I feel that going "easy" I am able to talk myself back into running when the inevitable dark spots arrive since I "saved" it.
Ultras are a battle where your body and mind fight all day and argue about how to achieve the goal. Training is where you practice the balancing act and if you stick to it amazing happens. Once the single track began I was fortunate to catch a group of 5-8 runners who were working together and cranking it out. It was a silent camaraderie of suffering. All of us looked spent and like we wanted to stop, but when you looked around and saw everyone was in the same boat you could not help but draw from that group energy.
The plan was to change from road shoes into a trail shoe and from a pack to handhelds for the roller single track sections that lay ahead at Granite Bay. My legs hurt but were responsive and my heart rate stayed manageable so I felt comfortable. I arrived at Granite Bay and saw a surprised Sam standing in the crowd. I think they did not expect to see me so soon. She ran to the car to grab the change of shoes and the water bottles. As she turned away my legs tightened up and I knew that lingering any longer meant cramps and I could not afford it. I also saw the group of runners who pushed through the last few miles leaving the aid station. So I grabbed some gels and headed out with them foregoing the shoes and handhelds.
This decision ended up being a non-factor. I ran well with them and even though the road shoes were not helpful on the trail I managed. The group of runners were running so well and suffering united everyone and that motivation was worth missing the shoe change. Also I did not want to get stuck behind a different pack that may not be running with the same intensity since passing on the single track is difficult because most runners by this point are listening to music or are so focused on moving ahead that they forget to let others pass.
At Horseshoe Bar (38.14) my brain went into race mode. Most of the pack stopped to fill their water bottles and since I still had my Salomon Pack on I decided to make a move. I grabbed a few cups of flat coke, put some table salt on an orange and walked out of the aid station alone 30-40 seconds after arriving. I wanted to feel chased. I wanted force myself to give it all I had. I knew the last 3-4 miles there was a 1,000 ft climb and I thought that if I could get there before this pack I had a chance at holding them off to the finish.
Rattlesnake Bar (40.94) - Dowdin's Post (43.92) - Last Gasp (47.56) - Finish (50)
I ran as fast as I could and held off a few of the members of the pack, even passing a few solo runners in this section. I did get passed back by a couple of them but this "avoid getting passed"mentality kept my mind off my beat up body. Running into Rattlesnake Bar I saw Sam who quickly apologized for not being ready at Granite. It actually worked out well, I told her why I had taken off down the trail and thanked her for having my stuff ready and being such a great crew/photographer (best in the biz). I changed into a trail shoe. She had prepared 2 ultimate Direction handhelds with a Vitargo S2 mix in them and headed out. I had used Vitargo S2 exclusively at the LA26.2 and I had no stomach issues with consistent energy.
I think the Vitargo S2 saved me at this point. I was getting pretty low on energy and getting easily digestible calories helped me avoid the low I felt coming on. I spent a lot of energy "fleeing" from the pack. I took in the Vitargo as well as maintaining my gel every 30-35 minutes. Keeping the gels going was tough because you just don't want to eat anything at all in the later miles so the Vitargo really was a blessing. The roughly 500 calories per bottle helped me hydrate and get nutrition.
I arrived to Dowdin's Post and saw Chris, Pedro's pacer. I immediately asked if Pedro had dropped. He said that Pedro actually ran off without him (see what I mean about not needing a crew, guy is a beast). So Chris generously offered to pace me to the finish line. This was a huge score for me. I was getting weaker running by myself and noticed my effort slipping. Chris was an awesome motivator, we chatted all along the rollers and on that last climb he really helped keep my mind in the race.
Anytime my heart rate shot above 150 my legs cramped. Chris helped keep me moving well and we even passed a runner on the way up, it was pretty awesome.
So what happened? A 9:31:46 finishing time. I took 2+ hours off my previous 50 mile PR, which was actually on the exact same course, Rock'n River 50, except it was downhill as opposes to uphill, I know weird but I will take it. Pedro PR'd clocking somewhere around 8:30-ish, Roberto got a sub 11 hour finish with a 10:30-ish finish...a few minutes off his expected finishing time so we both locked in Western States qualifiers.
Since it was me running there is always an element of haphazardness just comes standard. As Sam was driving us away I decided to check what my "official finishing time" was...the website proudly displayed "still on course." I panicked when I realized I never changed the timing chip on the shoes when I changed at Rattlesnake. Sam was cool headed and after talking to the RD Julie Fingar we got it sorted out. Big save for Sam; like I said best in the biz.