I've had mixed feelings about starting a blog. I should have started this four years ago, when I first moved with my family from Queens to Upstate New York. For 32 years I knew who I was. And I still do, but it comes and goes. I feel like I'm still searching for something, and what that is I honestly don't know. I'm hoping that by putting my thoughts into this blog, I can get myself to where I need to be.