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the bastard really cant stop cheating 18

Posted Aug 21 2010 4:13am

elisa78101

My boyfriend and I have been dating for 5 years and have been living together for 3. I dont mean to toot my own horn but damn I think I'm a good catch. I cook, can clean, have educations, financially sound, family values etc.. but the bastard really cant stop cheating. Now when I say cheating I dont necesarally mean having sex with other women but rather emotional bonds, kissing, sexual txt mssgs (no pics just words). If it were'nt for the house my ass would have moved on by now. Moving in together his idea not mine even more so buying a house totally his NOT mine. House is only in my name and I have worked too damn hard on my credit to allow him to mess it up. The worse thing is these woman know about me know we live together. What the hell does this say about them other than BITCHES. And on top of that they are teachers! (great role models*sarcasim). Now im not stupid I know a whole lot more than i have ever let him in on, he thinks im foolish but i'm not. I do love him but just cant wrap my brain around his decisions. Yet when i confront him about a "feeling" i have about something shady going on some how he manages to turn things around on me. HE cant seem to understand why i have the unsecure feelings that i do. Why should i think "this just friends co-worker" is any different from the last one, or diff from the last 3 ex girlfriends he cant seem to not have contact with for an entire 6 months. I mean come on if you couldnt handle just being friends in the past why put yourself in that situations again? So for a long time I really thought it was me who had the problem I was to blame. Was i too nice, too much of suzy homemaker, was I not what he liked in bed, was i not enough of a challenge, or smart enough the list goes on and on.. But the older i get the more i see it's him that has the issues. I know I'm not ugly I ahve guys hit on me often while im out, at work, hell even my ex's try to make contact. So I know its not that i cant find someone its just ugh to have to go through the whole dating scene again is just not my cup of tea. I suck at dating. With this guy I feel the need to prove myself to him for him to acknowledge hes an ass and that i am a good catch and he has issues (tiger woods style). I guess i just need to vent. i know i cant be the only person out here in the world who feels/felt the same way i do.

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