It just occured to me that I have not written on here about my love of and for women. For the record...I love women. I feel such an affinity with them and love to love their bodies. Love to look, touch, smell, taste...
I had lunch last week with one of my womenloverfriends, Candy. I met her long ago when I helped her birth her daughter. We started being lovers many years later. I had a male fuck-buddy at the time and I told him of my fantasies of being with a woman. One day he and I were at my daughter's cheerleading practice. Up walked Candy, whose daughter was also there. We all sat around talking as he knew her, too. When she left he looked at me and said "she's the one." The ONE? Ah.....niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice.
He set it all up. We had a nice threesome. He and I were not together much longer after that, but Candy and I were.
Candy is that: sweet in sooooo many ways. She tastes good, she feels good. She smells wonderful. I loved loving with her. Loved the sweetness of our times together, giggling and playing. Candy is so luscious that she has probably had as many people want her as there are days in the year. At one point she told me that no less than sixteen men had proposed marriage to her. She is cute and oozes sensuality from every step, every pore. Oh my. Yum. ___________________________________________________
He was one of the men, a prominent lawyer dude in our town, for whom I had A n Odd Requirement before I would be his Mistress. It was when I first started doing my Tantra Coaching, before any whoring. He and his wife came to me to revitalize their relationship. It was a Friday in summer and they had called and made an appointment for the next week. That night when downtown crossing a street, a couple I had never seen before walked past me. The man and I locked eyes- it was one of those looks that held tons of electricity and connection. I knew this was the couple that had called. He told me later that he knew it was me.
They came for coaching. They did well. Months later, he contacted me for a mistress relationship. The minute I heard his voice, I didn't know what to do. So I called him on it- that supposedly they were working on being a couple so what the heck was he doing contacting someone for a fling?
He told me he had felt a connection with me like he had never felt before. That he knew I was his soul mate. He had never known anyone like me. That he knew we had known each other lifetimes and that he would never love anyone or feel the connection he felt with me. I was amazing. Outstanding, a truly rare find that he wanted in his life. He wanted to leave his wife. He wanted to move in, knew that we were "meant to be."
He eventually started stalking me, constantly calling me, sometime drunk, dramatically suicidal. It got ugly. I said thanks but no thanks and bid him adieu. We talked from time to time after all that; each time, him trying to convince me that he wanted to leave his wife, live with me, yadayadayada. We eventually lost touch. ____________________________________________
Fast forward about four years later. I am talking with Candy. I discover the ways I thought I was discreet but wasn't because she starts asking me about a Lawyer Dude where pieces fit my previous description of him. Was this the guy who had stalked me years before? Would I be willing to tell her his name? No. Would I be willing to say yeah or nay if she said his name? Maybe, says I.
So she tells me the story of going to the gym and meeting him; that he had been coming on strong and the energy was intense.
He told her he had felt a connection with her like he had never felt before. That he knew she was his soul mate. He had never known anyone like her. That he knew they had known each other lifetimes and that he would never love anyone or feel the connection he felt with her. She was amazing. Outstanding, a truly rare find that he wanted in his life. He wanted to leave his wife. He wanted to move in, knew they were "meant to be."
The longer she went on, the more I finished her statements. I brought up a few that she did not mention but that, obviously, had been said to her also. She got absolutely furious..."you mean he said all those things to YOU!!!" She was appalled, pissed, outraged. I laughed.
People take themselves wherever they go. I can imagine that given his world, both Candy and I seemed like we had much in common...both loving, both listen intently, both can be very intense with partners when we want to. We are both pretty sensual, she more than me as I am more situationally specific in the places I will let my sexual energy ooze. So I don't really think this was just a "line" on his part. I think he was seeking a type of person or relationship and that he saw that potential in both of us because although we are very different in some ways, we are also very similar in others, particularly sensuality.
Haven't heard from him in many years. I asked her about him, but she hadn't either. I notice his name is not on the sign of his law office any more. So odd how people come so intensely into our lives then poof they are gone. Sure happy Candy is still around.