Rachel

I cheated during a marriage and ended the marriage because of it. I am more depressed now then I have ever been and I deserve it. What I did was awful and there is no excuse for it. My feelings of guilt will always be with me and at the same time I wish I had listened to them and NEVER had an affair. It ruined a marriage a family and I am sure has permanently damaged my children. I HATE myself for what I did and what it caused that is all