Man I am really bad at journals. Wonder why I thought I would actually keep up with this one.
Life has been busy busy with new things.
I have been doing a search as I talked about in the last entry. Meeting a man for the second interview of sorts tomorrow for lunch. On the surface he is great...great intentions/reasons for this in terms of why I do it...nice... is ok with the minimum amount of gifting I ask for. I like him. We shall see where it goes. But on some levels I am ambivalent as I am not sure how long I will want to stay in this relationship with him...as...
I have been doing the gold broker thingie. Scouring the net trying to find actual deals that are real and valid. I am at such a huge quandry around it all. I am just trying to understand the logic of people who don't present a real deal/offer. I mean..it is a sale transaction and they will be found out sooner or later. If they are not real, it is not like they have gotten any up front monies to move forward. They are just wasting their and other people's time. Just...not...logical. Nope. And there it is.
Loverman came to visit this last few days and I am happyhappy. Just so wish that SOMETHING business would actually manifest so we could be together and I would know if I am going to be Mistress to another or ???
So...the new orgasm happened today. I was self pleasuring and when I came this time, the actual contractions came in my brain. NO Kidding!! It was like a vibrator was next to my head and I could HEAR and feel them simultaneously. They went on for a bit..then pause...then started again. Felt all sorts of sensations all over the rest of my body. It was pretty amazing. Wonder where it will go...but do also have to say that sex with Loverman is like nothing else. I am now squirting cupfuls and without direct GSpot stimulation! Wonder where it will go and wonder if it there is a connection with that and the brain orgasms.
Golly I love the body. Just wanting the rest of life to line up the in the same way.
Life has been busy busy with new things.
I have been doing a search as I talked about in the last entry. Meeting a man for the second interview of sorts tomorrow for lunch. On the surface he is great...great intentions/reasons for this in terms of why I do it...nice... is ok with the minimum amount of gifting I ask for. I like him. We shall see where it goes. But on some levels I am ambivalent as I am not sure how long I will want to stay in this relationship with him...as...
I have been doing the gold broker thingie. Scouring the net trying to find actual deals that are real and valid. I am at such a huge quandry around it all. I am just trying to understand the logic of people who don't present a real deal/offer. I mean..it is a sale transaction and they will be found out sooner or later. If they are not real, it is not like they have gotten any up front monies to move forward. They are just wasting their and other people's time. Just...not...logical. Nope. And there it is.
Loverman came to visit this last few days and I am happyhappy. Just so wish that SOMETHING business would actually manifest so we could be together and I would know if I am going to be Mistress to another or ???
So...the new orgasm happened today. I was self pleasuring and when I came this time, the actual contractions came in my brain. NO Kidding!! It was like a vibrator was next to my head and I could HEAR and feel them simultaneously. They went on for a bit..then pause...then started again. Felt all sorts of sensations all over the rest of my body. It was pretty amazing. Wonder where it will go...but do also have to say that sex with Loverman is like nothing else. I am now squirting cupfuls and without direct GSpot stimulation! Wonder where it will go and wonder if it there is a connection with that and the brain orgasms.
Golly I love the body. Just wanting the rest of life to line up the in the same way.