After many years of being a closet once in a while smoker...I am giving up. The fact that I am embarressed to share this even on a forum where I don't know anyone proves that this is not the person that I want to be. It is a totally social thing...I would never consider smoking if I wasn't in company. But never the less, the fact that I do it means that on some level there is an addiction. So I am giving up as my number one New Years Resolution! Can I do it...I think I can!