I had a lot of smoking dreams last night and I woke up feeling guilty. I don't have any problems with the patch sticking. Everybody say once you find the spot it'll always stick and of course mine is on my ass (yeah, you are right!) Puzzling some answers, why I can't get away from this problem? Maybe I am not able to give up smoking a lot of times as I am surrounded by chain smokers. Whenever I want to give up I come across with these group of people and they force me to do this which in turn I start smoking. I felt very embarrassed and weak when I listen to these of the statements of one of my friends. He wants to come to the right road of non-smoking but he is not able to do that. This is really an awful situation when you are bounded with these types of individual who are chain smokers and you can correct me if I'm wrong.
But in spite of that, I still follow what I really want and for me it's a battle. Yes I made it for 4 days, away from smoking. I feel so much better but I can feel a good amount of cravings (gosh!). I had my final butt last sunday evening so wish me luck. I am really going to need it. It's been 4 full days. It seems a lot longer than that. It's not because it's so hard, I think it's just because I am counting the minutes. The quit meter is good as long as you are not watching it all the time.
Five days, 8 hours and 25 seconds. 131 butts not smoked, saving 133 box. Life saved: 10 hours, 55 minutes. That's amazing right? Almost 4 days and a half day and I would smoke 131 cigarettes. I want to give up but how I don't know. If you can help me than please tell me how should I do this?" TO QUIT ON IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.