I am ready to tell the story of my first pregnancy. I found the file on my computer with my lists for the baby, for the hospital, my birth plan, the story of my labour experience. It will be a good reflection on how much I have learned, a humbling experience. Perhaps someone reading it will say, hey, me too, and perhaps they will take away from it the realization that they aren't as prepared for the birth as they thought they were. I would like to say that in our country you can just walk into a hospital, with your birth plan and lists, and have a physiological birth, that is certainly what I had planned to do, but that is not the case. I will try to begin tomorrow.