The day of reckoning is here. Today, we will see a beating heart and a growing baby. Or not. But I choose to hope and believe the former.
The appointment is at 4:00. My OB is always running late towards the end of the day. We have to pick Will up from my girlfriend's afterward. So, you might not hear from me for awhile, but that isn't necessarily bad news. Rest assured that I will post an update here just as soon as I can.
No matter how this all turns out, I am so thankful for your love, support, and friendship. I am so thankful for this time with Project As If. And I am eternally thankful that I have my sweet little boy, who does not replace any lost babies, but will always be way more than enough no matter what else life does or does not bring us.