Ok- I promise to TRY and make this as short and concise as possible..... I am a 28 year old female. I have 3 healthy and fairly easily concieved children aged 2-10. I have also had several miscarriages and 3 abortions due to a heart condition that stopped me from being healthy enough to carry those precious babies at that time.... After my last child was born in 2009, I became pregnant again very soon after, I had to have a termination and then for the very first time in my life I was bossed around into having birth control by an arrogant - know - it -all - tell - women- what - to - do - with - their - bodies MALE doctor!!! I had the depo shot and he lied to my face saying tht it would only last 3 months!!!! Well its now 2012 and I have FINALLY got my hands on some clomid so that 1) I could even have a period and 2) so that (fingers crossed for baby dust) I may just even be lucky enough to ovulate!!! I had first cycle of clomid few months ago and by gosh it gave me a period alright!! Months of irregular very, very heavy and at times painful bleeding with some large scary clots a few times:-( Well in the last 2-3 cycles I feel I had become regular enough to go ahead and be able to say ok-this is going to be day 5 to 9 of my cycle so I will start taking for the 2nd time for it not to 'give' me a period but to actually maybe get some ovulation possibly happening!!!! I dont really monitor my cycles and to be honest I did THINK that my cycle was a regular 28 day one, just like I used to have all my life til that STUPID deprovera (might as well have just been sterilised)grrrrr.... But now I'm seriously wondering (no panicking over it-my every waking thought extends and returns to it:-(....) I never had any egg white mucus on any day throughout my cycle even the days that I am supposedly fertile (my cycle started on april 29th 2012) and I have had sex spontaneously on the; 8th,9th,13th,14th,19th, 22nd and 23rd and 27th of May. Each time my partner ejaculated deep inside of me and I then either lay as still as I could and went to sleep or I would put several pillows under my bottom -at times I was almost upside down- lol, and bring myself to orgasm (sometimes several times) as I read that this allows the cervix to dip down and contract and suck up the sperm. Anyway- I have always had, I suspect, a little more discharge than the average woman- not grossly just I always have it..either watery or milky but for a long time now- no raw egg white as far as I've noticed. But I've had a white lotiony discharge for the last week or so?(maybe I missed the egg white though)... I am now (I think) late for my period which by my calculations was possibly due on the 27th of may, (the 26th of may being day 28 of my cycle)... So today being day 31, I am 2/3 days late? I have sore breasts (one more so than the other), increased appetite, craving TOTALLY different foods than Im used to (my diet is usually sugar sugar sugar and I have been eating virtually NONE of that and craving fresh veggies, steaks and fruit and cereals??), crying alot and a little overly emotional, having to get up and urinate in the middle of the night although sometimes its not heaps, I did get a little nauseous for a few days but thats not really bothering me right now anymore, I am incredibly tired, was a heavy somker and yet have not been able to smoke a whole ciggarette and I feel rather bloated....I am having cramps (like when you have your period, but no AF yet?!?! not even spotting, that I've noticed so far???) Cramps were pretty bad yesterday but have subsided a bit today and is more of a dull ache. I was dancing the other day and did this shake your butt move and had to stop cos my very lower abdomen got this really uncomfortable feeling that kinda shocked me (like if I shook a very full bladder???).....I did take a preg test on the afternoon my period was due but both the First Response AND the digital Clear Blue were negative, ......then felt a little 'horny' today and thus pleasured myself (lol) and then stood up, got the feeling of liquid and thought "oh gosh, yep, just got my period" but after checking it was some egg white CM I checked again a few seconds later being so shocked that I could be ovulating so late but it was gone and on deeper examination my white 'lotiony' discharge was back and it was all that was around my cervix- absolutely NO egg white CM.... The other day also, I forgot to mention before, I had sex on two different occasions and both times afterwards just inside my vagina I had the eggwhite CM as well but none deep inside- AGAIN! So I put this down to my partners sperm? This would have been on the 22nd and 23rd of May. Look- Im really confused and just really would LOVE some answers as to WHAT is going on with my body...Do you think I could be preganant?Or am I ovulating REALLY late and need to be having sex?? Also if I am ovulating today then would my sexual intercourse on the 27th have helped? Also my partner (being alot older at 52) uses the steroid sus 250 (very small amounts and def not every day) I read somehwhere that he would have zero sperm-is that correct? He does have 6 children form a previous relationship (before he began sus I think?) What I'm saying is neither of us have had any trouble really concieving in the past- can you PLEASE help me and tell me whats going on???