I am have been sitting in my room tonight thinking about this past week and all the craziness that has happened. After having dinner with Aimee, I have had many strong feelings weigh on my mind. I felt the need to post about what has been lacking in my life concerning Kayleigh and the fact that she is no longer in my life other than a memory of what it was like to hold her close to my skin, kissing her whenever I wanted and sharing in the love I felt with her with Aimee by my side through all the ups and downs of our journey.
I was looking through a lot of photos that most of you have never seen. Whenever Aimee and I would go to the hospital to spend our time with Kayleigh, I would take hundreds of photos, but only post the best of the best. Right now after looking at all the photos I have...they are all the best of the best.
I have had a tough couple of days this week and one of the things I have realized is that I have not been able to grieve Kayleigh's passing like I should, so I have planned to take things to the next level and speak with a professional to help me through my struggles. I feel and hope this is the best move for me to handle the pain that subsides deep inside that I can not seem to reach on my own. It has been a tough road and I am sure all of those out there who have lost a child can agree that this is no easy road to travel.
I wanted to share a few photos with you all that you have never seen before that touched my heart tonight and I wanted to ask a favor as I am dealing with a troublesome time right now. Please pray for me that I am able to seek out the help I need to regain my self and to get a grasp on my emotions so I can grieve about Kayleigh's death like I am supposed to. I ask for prayers of quick healing as I take my baby steps.
These are the photos that touched my heart tonight that I want to share with you all....