I am trying to live my life moment by moment. So many things in this life we wish we knew. So many unknowns. So many things I want to control. When will I learn that I am not in control? When will I give God full control? Truthfully, we don't know what will happen in 10 minutes nevertheless 10 weeks, months, or years.
Right now, I am still pretty sick. The nausea is at its worst from about 1am-10am -- its very worst from 4am-8am. Nausea is a good sign, and I am reminding myself of that. I have an ultrasound on Tuesday to hopefully see baby's heartbeat!
I am going to bed at around 7pm each evening to try to get a solid 5-6 hours of sleep before the nausea sets in. Your continued prayers for me and the husband and Connie supporting me are so appreciated. We are hanging in there!