This baby is so worth all the pain I am having, and have gone through, or so I keep telling myself. We visited the The Fertility Center, and had my follicular ultrasound, and I had two follicles on my right ovary. So we were excited. I couldn't help but feel so close to having what we have poured our hearts out to God for, for months. I've cried too many tears, cried my self to sleep to many nights, and have fought not to give up. But we are in this together. Just my husband, me and the Lord. I am struggling with trust and my faith right now. But I am doing my best to just stay strong and sane. My hormones are a mess, as well as my heart. I won't lie I was very worried something would happen that would keep us from IUI, but everything looked great. We met with Dr. E and she seemed very positive. We discussed my husband sperm count and all the troubles there. We like her alot, and is so relieved to have finally found someone to share in the same feelings we are feeling, and to actually understand, and be sensitive to our needs. She is been very helpful, and we look forward to working with her in the future. After my ultrasound, the nurse gave me a HCG shot, Ovidrel in my stomach to stimulate my eggs, which didn't hurt. Also this month we went ahead with round six of Clomid, so I would be sure to Ovulate. So this is where we are at. I am so excited. I might be a mommy in 6-12 days.
Always trusting God with the faith that I have. Thats it. :)