Life sometimes really does amaze me. God amazes me, and the love, and compassion of others amaze me. I guess sometimes I really do stop and take a look around my life, and I am in aw of some people. There are so many things that are taking place in my life. I believe God is purging me of so many things in my life right now, it feels so good to really let go, and to say to God, "Here ya go God, I did it! Whats next?" I can't help but think of where I was just a month ago, and I believe I was very angry, upset, and heartbroken. I have begun to let go of so many things, and it actually made me feel better. I am surrounded by change, and change really used to scare me, but I find myself welcoming change more and more each day. Call me crazy, but I really do believe my life is under construction right now. God is cleaning up somethings, and pointing out a lot of area's in my life that aren't right. I am giving up things, that I thought I never could. I am allowing people to take a step into my bubble and I am sharing my heart. I have this friend, that has been such a blessing in my life. And I can't explain anything, how we became to be good friends, how we can talk for numbers of hours late in the night, and how we have so much in common. I will not analyze, and question, I will trust it.