Well, since 20 years ago I was diagnosed having D.I.D. from severe childhood trauma. Which caused many physical disabilites.
My Daughters' do not support me. I am recently divorced from an abusive
relationship. This has been only 3 years. People sometimes looks at a person with problems, and automatically decide they are crazy, and are named.. with Bipolar, or Depression, and other names.
I am not my disease. I wish my daughters' would understand why I don't get out of my apartment. I am trying to work on myself, who I am, what I like, what makes me happy. This is hard, because of all the abuse I endured. I guess I have to re program myself with positive thoughts.
I have chronic Pancreatitis, fibro, carpul tunnel in both hands, low B 12 and low Vitamin D. Depression, anxieties, fears, especially being all alone for the first time in my life. I pray all the time... How can a person who has so many things wrong with them feel comfortable around other people.
I am hoping that my councelor will continue to help me be "normal" whatever