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the cure for my heart ache

Posted Jun 09 2010 12:00am
Lord you have my heart,
and I will search for yours....

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My heart has not been my own since I made the decision to live for Him.
Yet, why do I continually forget to connect to His in times like this?
Why must I constantly try to go it alone,
figure it out,
fight the battle, 
all by myself....
when He never intended for it to be this way?

Because I am human.
My instinct is to see what's here,
what's in front of me, 
and become focused.
Or....more accurately, 
distracted.
And I forget to reach out to things unseen,
and truthfully,
at times unheard.

He can be silent.
But there is wisdom in His silence.
And maybe if for once I could be silent too...
I could hear His loving whisper.

So I guess that's where I am right now,
reaching and grasping and trying to find a way to be silent.
Because my heart is aching,
and it's an ache that can only be calmed by letting it go,
and instead searching for His.

I give it all to you, Lord.
All to you, I surrender.

© 2010 "Le Musings of Moi"
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