I want to always keep this going for the right reasons.
I love that I get to write for my job. And I love that my blog has been a platform to me getting there.... I am incredibly grateful for the opportunities I've been given. And especially thankful for the relationships and friendships that have developed. Most of my best friends have come into my life because of open hearts and shared stories.
And I have to keep that in perspective during these times when I just don't much feel like writing....deep or not. And especially when I feel the pressure to keep up posts simply for page views or numbers and stats for all the ones who ask for them.
I have to remember that life is actually happening and it's not always about documenting it all immediately or right there in the moment of it all. And I need to give myself permission more often to take a moment and just experience it all where it's meant to be experienced...
Writing is my way to healing.
Sometimes it's in the moment.
But I think right now... it's in the afterthoughts....