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taking a minute...

Posted Dec 28 2012 6:00am
Sometimes I don't feel like being open.
Sometimes I want to keep everything inside and stew on it and process it and pray about it and not feel the need to write or talk or share.

And so I don't.
I close up.
I keep to myself.
And I get quiet.

I've been awfully quiet lately.

I guess it's just me... 
Taking a minute to assess everything around me and making sure that I'm really on the right path in all the ways God wants for me.

{i think too much some tell me.  and i wish it weren't true.}

I want to be intentional with my blog.
I want to have a clear purpose when I write.

I want to always keep this going for the right reasons.

I love that I get to write for my job.
And I love that my blog has been a platform to me getting there....
I am incredibly grateful for the opportunities I've been given.
And especially thankful for the relationships and friendships that have developed.
Most of my best friends have come into my life because of open hearts and shared stories.

And I have to keep that in perspective during these times when I just don't much feel like writing....deep or not.
And especially when I feel the pressure to keep up posts simply for page views or numbers and stats for all the ones who ask for them.

I have to remember that life is actually happening and it's not always about documenting it all immediately or right there in the moment of it all.
And I need to give myself permission more often to take a moment and just experience it all where it's meant to be experienced...

Writing is my way to healing.

Sometimes it's in the moment.

But I think right now...
                           it's in the afterthoughts....

© 2012 "Le Musings of Moi"
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