I am so stressed in the last 2 weeks. Going into this week, at the beginning, today (Monday), I’m already feeling the stress again. So stressed to the extent that I find breathing labored!
I really shouldn’t have accepted this job. Whenever I am doing something not familiar, out of my comfort zone, I get this kind of stress. I cannot accept half hearted delivery from others, so I also cannot accept that I deliver half hearted job. And this study is completely out of my comfort zone. I AM STRESSED!
Lesson 1 learnt – do not take on jobs that I am not familiar with.
Lesson 2 learnt – do not take on jobs that is possible to yield nothing after spending time and $$$.