And as I continued to fold away, suddenly the giant knot of anger inside began to fade a little.
The challenges are still there.
Not a single thing has changed.
But my grip of control has.
And in the last few days I feel released.
More thankful and aware of what is right in my world..
And I went to bed last night feeling such deep gratitude for what God has blessed me with.
I am living my dream.
I have an incredibly loving, supportive, loyal, understanding and committed husband who loves the Lord and desires to honor Him.
I have kids that are healthy and sweet and unconditionally love me despite my faults and failures as a mom sometimes.
I have friends that understand and get me and are like my family, and that is rare.
And I get to be a writer, which is exactly what I have always dreamed and prayed I'd be able to do one day, and here I am.
Challenged may still be the word to describe where I am...
But at least now I can see that in those challenges are incredible blessings.
And that is how I know my God is real.
© 2012 "Le Musings of Moi"