We’re in a new year and I feel so much hope and promise on this day for this year. Life feels good, warm, relaxed for all I have on my plate, for all my family has going on. The mere fact that I’ve put this perspective in writing, for you to read and me to reflect upon later, will allow me to keep these positive vibes when the darkness attempts to overcome our family, as it does from time to time.
We have been reeling, as we do each year during this time – something I’ve come to terms with. In a little over a month, our family balanced:
Zach’s commitment to an endeavor, leaving him fairly unable to participate at home
Alex’s Birthday (7)
Maybe this doesn’t seem that much, but seriously, really, unimaginably, it was, and still is, a TON. I tell you all of this so quickly out of guilt. Yep, guilt. Through all the insanity, all I could think of was the posts I could be writing, what I could be telling, venting, babbling.
Now that you’re caught up, the guilt is gone and I’m ready to get back to my blog.