And so I began intentionally being present more.And he began intentionally loving me in the way I needed.
Last month he watched The Holiday with me, and afterward held me tighter.Last week he watched The Notebook with me, and wouldn't let me go as our tears fell.
He whispers promises that he'll always fight for me.
He doesn't realize I understand that he already has.
He loves to follow me around all the time.I never understood why.
But as we tend to do....if we saw it happening in a movie we would say:"Look at how he loves her....adores her. He would do anything for her....I want that...."
And you know what?He does loves me....like that.He absolutely adores me...just like that.He is all that I dream of.
The worst thing you can do is look over the fence.
Because that world you think you see?
It isn't real.
You don't see the flaws and imperfections and the dirty underwear on the floor.
If you do the work to make it that way.
I choose to stay right where I am.With the one who choose me without a doubt or a moments hesitation...For better or worse in sickness and in health.
I choose him.
© 2012 "Le Musings of Moi"