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pam2galvan

California 43204
well let's see. I am 38 and am on ssdi. I have been diagnosed with bipolar and borderline personality disorder. I don't take anything for it. I am also diabetic type 2 and am insulin dependent. and i also have an enlarged thyroid. and i suffer from anxiety and am prescribed ativan twice a day for that. i also take medicine for high blood pressure. I try to take only one ativan a day but if i don't take another one later i wake up in the morning panicking. i am so sick of these things. actually... Full Bio
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Birthday: March 8
Height: 5’ 2”
Weight: 194 lbs.
 

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well let's see. I am 38 and am on ssdi. I have been diagnosed with bipolar and borderline personality disorder. I don't take anything for it. I am also diabetic type 2 and am insulin dependent. and i also have an enlarged thyroid. and i suffer from anxiety and am prescribed ativan twice a day for that. i also take medicine for high blood pressure. I try to take only one ativan a day but if i don't take another one later i wake up in the morning panicking. i am so sick of these things. actually this morning i got up and felt awful because now my sugar is getting where it's supposed to be but since i had high sugars for so long i'm having a time and sometimes it is throwing me straight into panick. or i can feel a panic attack coming on. and this morning i actually called the paramedics to come out cuz i got a little scared. i think i called them the other day too. then i feel stupid once they get out to my apartment. cuz you know they can't really do anything for you. and this month is sucking because the ativans i got this month are supposed to be the same like last month but they are from a different manufacturing company and call me crazy but i can tell these ativans arent working as good when i take one of these they work but i feel awful at first like i felt super depressed and was crying but i was fine once it kicked in i went all day with just one.  i get stressed real easy like my mom came over yesterday and i'm not used to seeing her that much so it was nice to see her but on the other hand it was a little overwhelming for me. well one good thing is i got to go to a new church with one of my neighbors. i really enjoyed it. so now i got that to look forward to every sunday.  i also have two female cats , two chinchillas and a ball python. i enjoy music and like to sing sometimes.