I just love the way it feels knowing that I will be a professional. I admire the RN's who's blogs I have read. I love the way they deal with their patients, the things they write about dealing with and still being able to remain human. I hope to follow in the footsteps of those gals one day.
I will have to admit, a few things I have read sound frightening, and I wonder if I will be able to handle some situations with the poise and grace that the authors have. Can I keep myself in check? Can I control the tears while helping one that is suffering? Even as just a CNA, will I be able to handle what is dished out to me? I am not worried about the grumpy people, I have dealt with that most of my life, really. I worry about NOT being able to help someone. I worry about making mistakes that could harm someone. No, I am not second guessing, I am just questioning myself. What won't I be able to handle? I guess I will just have to wait and see.