I received a very disturbing e-mail last night. At first, I thought it came from a colleague of same nationality as the sender (‘coz that colleague frequently sends me forwarded emails like jokes and stuff). When I was reading it, my first thought was “is this for real?”. Is he being funny or is this some kind of a sick joke?!
I met him thru a very good friend. I never look at him any differently although my friend already told me what he’s like but she said he’s harmless. I only see him once in a while and it is only when I get invited by my friend. He understands and speaks tagalog (my native language) pretty well and that’s how he get along with my friend and their circle of friends.
Last Thursday and Friday, I was invited by my friend for a small get together to celebrate the bday of one of her friend and nephew and it was there that I saw him again after a long time. I would speak to him occasionally just out of respect for him and for my friend. I don’t want them to think that I’m so snubbish and rude. But after reading the email last night, I told myself that I should have been the REAL me. SNOBBISH AND RUDE!!!
Here’s the email that I received last night and you judge for yourself. Oh, by the way, he’s maybe 10-15 yrs older with wife and children!
I wish everything is in god shape there especially. I am sure you didn’t expect me to jump from out of this e-mail just like that. Of course, my sincerity should speak for it’s self than I wouldn’t have to go around explaining that all I wanted, was your attention and maybe a bit of your time so that I can say “Hi!”
Andre, it’s so hard to make a decision especially when the heart is involve or played the big part. The only favor I am asking from you is please don’t forget me, and think of me even only once in a while, ok. I’m glad to get to know you as a friend although, it’s been short time for us to get to know each other but, I do have a strong feeling that your so nice and my feeling for you will continue to grow stronger and stronger. Sometime I reach a point when I think it would be impossible to love you more than I already do.
Anyway, I don’t want talk that much; all I needed is just to tell you that I already kept you here in my heart forever. I know also its sound corny and very embarrassing on my part; just remember that I just want to be frank and honest to you and to my self. Pero kung ayawmo na sa akin wala akong magagawa (if you don’t like me now, I can’t do anything about it). It’s hurt me so much but, I can take it somehow. I know it will take time before I forget you. But, I will try and do my very best kahit alam kong mahihirapan ako (even if I suffer).
Please don’t ignore this e-mail and please reply back.
Allan
Please note that I have already told your friend: fay, becky, nat and MaryJane.
Gusto q lomabit saiyao.(gusto ko lumapit sayo : i want to approach you or i want to be near you)
Salamat (thank you).
I received a very disturbing e-mail last night. At first, I thought it came from a colleague of same nationality as the sender (‘coz that colleague frequently sends me forwarded emails like jokes and stuff). When I was reading it, my first thought was “is this for real?”. Is he being funny or is this some kind of a sick joke?!
I met him thru a very good friend. I never look at him any differently although my friend already told me what he’s like but she said he’s harmless. I only see him once in a while and it is only when I get invited by my friend. He understands and speaks tagalog (my native language) pretty well and that’s how he get along with my friend and their circle of friends.
Last Thursday and Friday, I was invited by my friend for a small get together to celebrate the bday of one of her friend and nephew and it was there that I saw him again after a long time. I would speak to him occasionally just out of respect for him and for my friend. I don’t want them to think that I’m so snubbish and rude. But after reading the email last night, I told myself that I should have been the REAL me. SNOBBISH AND RUDE!!!
Here’s the email that I received last night and you judge for yourself. Oh, by the way, he’s maybe 10-15 yrs older with wife and children!
I wish everything is in god shape there especially. I am sure you didn’t expect me to jump from out of this e-mail just like that. Of course, my sincerity should speak for it’s self than I wouldn’t have to go around explaining that all I wanted, was your attention and maybe a bit of your time so that I can say “Hi!”
Andre, it’s so hard to make a decision especially when the heart is involve or played the big part. The only favor I am asking from you is please don’t forget me, and think of me even only once in a while, ok. I’m glad to get to know you as a friend although, it’s been short time for us to get to know each other but, I do have a strong feeling that your so nice and my feeling for you will continue to grow stronger and stronger. Sometime I reach a point when I think it would be impossible to love you more than I already do.
Anyway, I don’t want talk that much; all I needed is just to tell you that I already kept you here in my heart forever. I know also its sound corny and very embarrassing on my part; just remember that I just want to be frank and honest to you and to my self. Pero kung ayawmo na sa akin wala akong magagawa (if you don’t like me now, I can’t do anything about it). It’s hurt me so much but, I can take it somehow. I know it will take time before I forget you. But, I will try and do my very best kahit alam kong mahihirapan ako (even if I suffer).
Please don’t ignore this e-mail and please reply back.
Allan
Please note that I have already told your friend: fay, becky, nat and MaryJane.
Gusto q lomabit saiyao.(gusto ko lumapit sayo : i want to approach you or i want to be near you)
Salamat (thank you).
I received a very disturbing e-mail last night. At first, I thought it came from a colleague of same nationality as the sender (‘coz that colleague frequently sends me forwarded emails like jokes and stuff). When I was reading it, my first thought was “is this for real?”. Is he being funny or is this some kind of a sick joke?!
I met him thru a very good friend. I never look at him any differently although my friend already told me what he’s like but she said he’s harmless. I only see him once in a while and it is only when I get invited by my friend. He understands and speaks tagalog (my native language) pretty well and that’s how he get along with my friend and their circle of friends.
Last Thursday and Friday, I was invited by my friend for a small get together to celebrate the bday of one of her friend and nephew and it was there that I saw him again after a long time. I would speak to him occasionally just out of respect for him and for my friend. I don’t want them to think that I’m so snubbish and rude. But after reading the email last night, I told myself that I should have been the REAL me. SNOBBISH AND RUDE!!!
Here’s the email that I received last night and you judge for yourself. Oh, by the way, he’s maybe 10-15 yrs older with wife and children!
I wish everything is in god shape there especially. I am sure you didn’t expect me to jump from out of this e-mail just like that. Of course, my sincerity should speak for it’s self than I wouldn’t have to go around explaining that all I wanted, was your attention and maybe a bit of your time so that I can say “Hi!”
Andre, it’s so hard to make a decision especially when the heart is involve or played the big part. The only favor I am asking from you is please don’t forget me, and think of me even only once in a while, ok. I’m glad to get to know you as a friend although, it’s been short time for us to get to know each other but, I do have a strong feeling that your so nice and my feeling for you will continue to grow stronger and stronger. Sometime I reach a point when I think it would be impossible to love you more than I already do.
Anyway, I don’t want talk that much; all I needed is just to tell you that I already kept you here in my heart forever. I know also its sound corny and very embarrassing on my part; just remember that I just want to be frank and honest to you and to my self. Pero kung ayawmo na sa akin wala akong magagawa (if you don’t like me now, I can’t do anything about it). It’s hurt me so much but, I can take it somehow. I know it will take time before I forget you. But, I will try and do my very best kahit alam kong mahihirapan ako (even if I suffer).
Please don’t ignore this e-mail and please reply back.
Allan
Please note that I have already told your friend: fay, becky, nat and MaryJane.
Gusto q lomabit saiyao.(gusto ko lumapit sayo : i want to approach you or i want to be near you)
Salamat (thank you).