I've been dealing with depression since Monday, so I haven't bothered to write here. Monday afternoon, I felt it coming on, and I wanted to just sit down and cry, but I didn't allow it. When I got into bed that night, I started talking to B about my feelings and concers, and finally let the tears come. Since then, I've just let myself fall into the depression without fighting back.
Well, today is the day. I am going to fight back and not let the depression overtake me. I'm going to stay busy (as long as my energy holds out), and I'm going to stop feeling sorry for myself. And I'm going to try to get rid of the anger.
My family needs me, and they've been seeing me fall apart. That's not fair to them and it's not fair to me.
Thanks to everyone that commented on my last post. I really appreciate the comments, so keep 'em coming!! It helps to hear that I am not the only one going through this, and the kind words of advice are helpful. Thanks again!! Abby