Ugh. My face is round and puffy from the IV infusion. I feel like crap, and look like crap. Not a good combo.
My moods have been such a mixture that I don't know from one minute to the next how I'll be feeling. I'm still doing the anger thing. Angry that I have this diagnosis and have to live with it the rest of my life. But then again, happy that it isn't a death sentence.
I'm having trouble sleeping because I can't slow my mind down. There is so much to learn, so much to digest that I can't keep the thoughts from getting all jumbled up. I've been up since 3:30am, and that is SOOO unlike me!
Today is the final infusion for now and I can't wait to get this IV out of my arm. It's driving me crazy and is burning and aching a bit.
On a more positive note, my daughter and I went and had mani's/pedi's last week and my toenails look awesome. My fingernails need to be done again, but the toes are sweet!