Limited Access. At the library.Moved from in-patient to residential last week.Things are still very hectic; still adjusting.I'm trying to be...

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"I was assailed by memories of a life that wasn't mine anymore, but one in which I'd found the simplest and most lasting joys." -Camus...

"And even now I am afraid I feel the alarm about to go off in me..." Rick Hilles It's early Sunday morning, the day I'm supposed to...

"Be properly scared and go on doing what you have to do." -Flannery O'Connor An unflattering, dismal past few days, punctuated now by...