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MizzSuzan

California 74017
I am struggling to overcome my eating disorder.  It started innocently enough just trying to lose a few pounds from 133 about a year ago.  I am now at 96 pounds and i want to be thinner.  I want to weigh 90.  I am terrified of gaining weight.  i recently shared my story with family and friends, all of whom want to help me.  On one hand, i appreicate it, on the other, I just want to be left alone.  I have been told i need to gain 30 pounds in the next... Full Bio
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Inside my head by MizzSuzan Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders (orginally posted on 3/25 on my blog at www.leadmenot.wordpress.com )    “Yeeaaah baby! I like it like that…” (Blackout All-Stars, “I Like it Like That”)… I like it be ... Read on »
Forgive me... by MizzSuzan Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders “…working my way back to you, babe, With a burning love inside; Hey, I’m working my way back to you, babe, And the happiness that died…” (Spinners, Working My Way”) … workin ... Read on »
Highs and Lows by MizzSuzan Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders originally posted march 23, 2011 on my blog at www.leadmenot.wordpress.com   “Celebrate good times, come on! (Let’s celebrate!), Celebrate good times, come on! (Let’s c ... Read on »
everything counts... by MizzSuzan Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders (originally posted March 22, 2011 at www.leadmenot.wordpress.com  ) First, a disclaimer: This is my journey, my story, of how the decision to lose a few pounds has turned ... Read on »
"I'm goin' down, down, down..." by MizzSuzan Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders (originally posted 3/20 on my blog www.leadmenot.wordpress.com )  “I’m going down, down, down; I’m goin’ down, down, down, down, down…” (Bruce Springsteen) This is how ... Read on »
I Can't Fight This Feeling by MizzSuzan Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders  (Originally posted 3/20 at www.leadmenot.wordpress.com )   “I can’t fight this feeling any more, I’ve forgotten what I’ve started fighting for….” (REO Speedwagon)…can ... Read on »
In the beginning... by MizzSuzan Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders I originally wrote/posted this March 19, 2011 on my blog site  but I am reposting it here to get my Wellsphere blog going.  Confession – this is the third time I’ve end ... Read on »